Saturday, August 11, 2007

Saturday Worries


There hasn't been much change today. I am still bleeding. It hasn't let up since my doctor visit yesterday. It's so discouraging and I'm trying not to let it get to me. I keep thinking if I lose this baby I'll be okay and I know I will but it makes me sad. I wasn't super excited about this pregnancy at first so I feel awful. I just expecting to get pregnant this soon so it was taking me a little time to adjust to it. I feel guilty for not being more excited. Here I am talking negative about this pregnancy when I don't even know what will happen. I do wish that I knew. I'm just bleeding but I'm not cramping.

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