Finally Friday

This has been a really rough work week for me so of course when work is challenging so is my home life. I have so much pre Film Festival stuff plus all my regular work stuff so I'm barely keeping my head above water. Last night was nice because R came home about 5:30pm which is early compared to what time he's been coming home the last few weeks. I cried on his shoulder for awhile about how overwhelmed I felt and how I didn't have any dinner going and didn't plan any dinner. I appreciated him just listening and understanding and not getting frustrated with our messy house and telling me to just quit working if it's "so hard". I thought I was mentally prepared for the Festival, I've been doing is for doing it for 13 years but there was more pre Festival stuff for me to do this year and A just keeps me so busy, plus the other two kids. I have two more week and it will be over and my life will return to a somewhat normal state again. I had to get up extra early to do payroll this morning so I'm sure that's why I'm even more emotional, I am very tired. I'm sorry I'm a downer today.